This semester is three weeks too long
These next three weeks are going to be the worst of my life. I have a huge Econ exam tomorrow. I have to design and draft a set for Theatre Design (which includes many written design concepts and collages and extra unnecessary shit). I have to design, draft, and build a final project for Stagecraft (I've decided to build cat stairs so he can get up to my bed). I am going to have a shit load of Calculus homework. I have two Psychology experiments to participate in. Not to mention Shop Hours. And work. And studying for finals. I can't deal with.
And this week I volunteered to do crew for the lab show at school. So, I have rehearsal every night this week from like, 8-11.
I'm so bad at time management. And I'm so bad at caring about school. What the fuck so I care about how the fucking economy works in USA. Or how to find the derivative of a function. Or how people deal with their mental illnesses.
I guess I just feel that sometimes college just isn't for me. Which is scary, cause if I dropped out of school, what the fuck would I do? I mean, I don't NEED a degree to do what I want to do, but I am certainly not even close to being able to survive in the real world on my own yet. I just don't know how to make myself care about my schoolwork.
I just need to get this done. And breath. Remember to breath, Sean.
And this week I volunteered to do crew for the lab show at school. So, I have rehearsal every night this week from like, 8-11.
I'm so bad at time management. And I'm so bad at caring about school. What the fuck so I care about how the fucking economy works in USA. Or how to find the derivative of a function. Or how people deal with their mental illnesses.
I guess I just feel that sometimes college just isn't for me. Which is scary, cause if I dropped out of school, what the fuck would I do? I mean, I don't NEED a degree to do what I want to do, but I am certainly not even close to being able to survive in the real world on my own yet. I just don't know how to make myself care about my schoolwork.
I just need to get this done. And breath. Remember to breath, Sean.