You.

[spdude03]

Can this really be happening to me again? Did I really just put 100% faith into you and finally think this slump in my life was going to be over? Did my heart just get broken again? You make me complete. You make me alive. You breathe life into me. It's the thought of you that keeps me going sometimes. And sometimes I think I'm a fool; that this can't be real. But, we've gone through so much together; and apart. This past year and a half have been the worst I've ever endured. I've felt like an empty shell. You break that shell and make me who I am again. I need you. I want you. I want it so badly it hurts. Hurts in places that shouldn't ever hurt. But I go on each day hoping that it will all be worth it in the end. And everyday I hope you feel the same way too. Cause, God, it would make me the happiest boy on earth if you did.

I love you. I always have and I always will. This is my promise to always be true to that statement. I will always love you, no matter what. It's not something I can control anymore. But it's not something I want to control either. I want it to grow and grow until I don't think it can grow anymore; and then I want it to double in size. And know that the love I have for you is everlasting.

I love you. More than anything I will ever come in contact with on this earth.