all things come to an end
I can not believe that school starts one week from today. It's so weird to be thinking that I'm going back to school, but really I'm starting, not going back...right? I went to BW this past weekend to visit Emily and Ellyse. I got to see Ben while I was there and that was cool. Campus was pretty empty cause most people don't move back til this coming weekend, but it was still weird to be back there. Part of me wished so much I was coming back this semester to spend so much awesome time with Emily and just have so much fun like we used to. But another part of me is glad I'm not coming back and that I'm moving on with my life. And then I get excited that I'm going to Pitt this year but then I get really disappointed that I don't have a place to live yet, which just fucking sucks. I mean, seriously, who wants to live at home during college when you can be right there in the middle of it all? Uggh. I am currently looking for apartments, but it's going to be a struggle; I can just see it now.
So, looking back on this summer...
It was a very mediocre summer. It wasn't horrible, but it wasn't awesome either. I worked two jobs for (most of) the summer. I did a very mediocre with rather mediocre talent. I went on an extremely mediocre vacation. Just, nothing exciting happened. But, everyday I told myself that it was a transition summer and that is what I believe all the time. Because, really it is. I left BW with a couple of friends, knowing I wasn't going back there, so I didn't make any effort. I came home this summer to the few friends that I really had anything left to salvage and now I'm going to Pitt with a few new friends and hopefully making a whole bunch more once I move down there (which is my goal, by the way, by the first week of October.) I just hope pretty soon my life stops seeming all transition and a lot more permanent.
Just a lot to think about this week. And even more to do. With me working at Boscov's again, I work everyday this week except Thursday, which is when I'm working at the club. I also need to go down to Oakland and get my ID/sign up for auditions/get a job (hopefully)/get books?/everything I need to do.
It's gonna be a craaaaazy week.
-Sean
So, looking back on this summer...
It was a very mediocre summer. It wasn't horrible, but it wasn't awesome either. I worked two jobs for (most of) the summer. I did a very mediocre with rather mediocre talent. I went on an extremely mediocre vacation. Just, nothing exciting happened. But, everyday I told myself that it was a transition summer and that is what I believe all the time. Because, really it is. I left BW with a couple of friends, knowing I wasn't going back there, so I didn't make any effort. I came home this summer to the few friends that I really had anything left to salvage and now I'm going to Pitt with a few new friends and hopefully making a whole bunch more once I move down there (which is my goal, by the way, by the first week of October.) I just hope pretty soon my life stops seeming all transition and a lot more permanent.
Just a lot to think about this week. And even more to do. With me working at Boscov's again, I work everyday this week except Thursday, which is when I'm working at the club. I also need to go down to Oakland and get my ID/sign up for auditions/get a job (hopefully)/get books?/everything I need to do.
It's gonna be a craaaaazy week.
-Sean