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damn chris, what the hell is up with you. i know that i got irritated for a stupid reason, and that i acted weird after, but come on at least i opologized. and i meant it. and what do u say?, it's ok, u know what went through my head?, i thought, did i pay 8 dolloars to c this play, or to end up wondering if my bf cares about what's wrong with me, and i know its a lot, but that one thing, i got over, but u not , u know what forget, i'll get over it, but this is why i got mad, and that's just simple, after we were outside, u say ur sorry and i'm trying to talk, and u try to shut me up with a kiss, like it's going to make it better, and u look at me with a face that says, shut up, and u leave with a face say "i don't care" because u just leave, when nothings bothering me, u ask what's wrong, but when there is something bothering me, u leave me on the corner. i only have that face of urs when ur leaving after i'm just starting to tell u what's borthing me, damn, not even started, u didn't even let me start.
i know this seems stupid, and honestly, i'm already starting to get over it, but before i don't want to tell u, and fake it and ignore it, i'll write it down so i don't forget.
and i'm sorry it happened today, i truly did, i was so happy today when i did get to see you, i guess u could tell by the way i was on the phone, and when i got to c u, i love kissing u, holding u, , and just being with you, but when u know what's going on.
i know this seems stupid, and honestly, i'm already starting to get over it, but before i don't want to tell u, and fake it and ignore it, i'll write it down so i don't forget.
and i'm sorry it happened today, i truly did, i was so happy today when i did get to see you, i guess u could tell by the way i was on the phone, and when i got to c u, i love kissing u, holding u, , and just being with you, but when u know what's going on.