1st day back for SOU
Well it could have gone better. I apparently pushed myself to far in movement, even though it didn't seem like we did that much, just going through boxing and martial arts movements in a sequence to learn it.. We stopped and stood looking at everyone in the mirror and focusing energy and feeling energy. We then closed our eyes to calm ourselves... It was at this point I noticed something was wrong, I was having a hard time focusing, so I bent down to my knees to regain my center and went back up, closed my eyes and next thing I know I'm on the floor being cradled by Maggie but I don't see this, I can't open my eyes yet I only know that I fainted and fell, that it happened fast and that I was ok, just winded and tired.
I got up and was ok physically. Emotionally I was a wreck, because right after that we had to do a 3 part abstract thing about our christmas vacation... Which, was leaving Ashland, Christmas Day, and the trip back.... So this was a packed ordeal to begin with. I was highly emotional and was sobbing pretty much from Christmas day on in the piece. Which then led me to giving everyone a run through of what had happened over break... That was not easy, I feel better with all of them after getting through the quick version story of both the accident and with the following heartache.
I'm still really emotionally shaky from earlier today, coupled with how I've been of late, feels like I'm treading water at this point.
The shakspeare class is looking pretty good, we out number the english students again, but I don't see many of us dropping this class towards the end. Some heavy, yet quick reading.
Voice is tomorrow and that is it, which it will nice to stretch my vocal cords again, and perhaps work more on singing.
On a happier note, I may be getting a work study job in the theatre as box office which will help with funding and make future endeavors more plausible.
It is still going to be snowing for the next day or so off and on.
I got up and was ok physically. Emotionally I was a wreck, because right after that we had to do a 3 part abstract thing about our christmas vacation... Which, was leaving Ashland, Christmas Day, and the trip back.... So this was a packed ordeal to begin with. I was highly emotional and was sobbing pretty much from Christmas day on in the piece. Which then led me to giving everyone a run through of what had happened over break... That was not easy, I feel better with all of them after getting through the quick version story of both the accident and with the following heartache.
I'm still really emotionally shaky from earlier today, coupled with how I've been of late, feels like I'm treading water at this point.
The shakspeare class is looking pretty good, we out number the english students again, but I don't see many of us dropping this class towards the end. Some heavy, yet quick reading.
Voice is tomorrow and that is it, which it will nice to stretch my vocal cords again, and perhaps work more on singing.
On a happier note, I may be getting a work study job in the theatre as box office which will help with funding and make future endeavors more plausible.
It is still going to be snowing for the next day or so off and on.