argh
i just went runing for like half an hour or an hour and i still don't feel any better. all i feel is hot and tired. and my knees hurt. and i tripped at one point when my knee gave out...maybe someone was trying to tell me to stop running...but i didn't. i ran up to the school and lay down in the middle of the highland field. i like that field. i often go there when i need to be alone and think. agh. i just want to get up to stonington so i don't have to think about this anymore.