homework...
i'm sitting here, staring at my unopened backpack. it is almost eight thirty and i haven't touched a single bit...granted i didn't get home until six thirty, but that's a whole other matter. the point is, i do this every night. i sit and talk to friends, or clean my room or eat or watch a movie until it's so late that i just want to go to sleep, and there my backpack sits...untouched. not the best work ethic, i know. and i'm trying to turn things around and i get so motivated but i get home and i'm just...SO TIRED. and there are so many other things i would much rather be doing. i'm quite proud of myself, however, for buckling down and doing my chemistry project last night. i realized what had to be done and did it. granted, i then neglected english but it's a start. i'm very ready for a break...just a little time to clear my head so i can come back with a clean slate.
starting over is nice.
today was a pretty good day. i was quite happy most of the day. i felt very relaxed today. i didn't get really tense about much of anything, nor did i have any meltdowns. i think things are starting to look up...i hope so.
okay i need to go do my homework, this whole untouched backpack business is making me feel bad.
hehehehehe.
starting over is nice.
today was a pretty good day. i was quite happy most of the day. i felt very relaxed today. i didn't get really tense about much of anything, nor did i have any meltdowns. i think things are starting to look up...i hope so.
okay i need to go do my homework, this whole untouched backpack business is making me feel bad.
hehehehehe.