the way that summer fades...
it seems no matter how hard i try, i can't escape the fact that i'm leaving in six days. so last night it was so beautiful and the moon was out and so tabor and i went for a walk through the woods near his house and he lead me to this house with this huuuuge slanted roof, so we climbed on to it and lay there for almost three hours. and you could see the whole bay and it was sparkling in the moonlight and it was amazing...lying with tabor i think 'how long will it be until we can do this every night again? and if we do get that chance, will we take it, or will we have other people...' i never want him to stop looking at me the way he does with those incredible eyes...it's like he's staring straight through me.
sitting with my girls i laugh so hard and feel so...at home. like this is the way it's supposed to be. it's so easy with them. i don't have to think about what i say, because even if it's dumb or weird, they know what i'm trying to say. even in my worst moments, they still love me.
enough. i'm sad enough already. i should probably go sleep now. goodnight all. sweet dreams.
sitting with my girls i laugh so hard and feel so...at home. like this is the way it's supposed to be. it's so easy with them. i don't have to think about what i say, because even if it's dumb or weird, they know what i'm trying to say. even in my worst moments, they still love me.
enough. i'm sad enough already. i should probably go sleep now. goodnight all. sweet dreams.