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i'm slightly high. ambian is the shit. its the only thing...that makes me not want to shoot myself in the face. its a nice repreve. and it gives me sleep. good things here. i can't wait till i see that fucking doctor again. i guess just replying 'miserable' when he asks how i am isn't enough. i dunno. i don't want to go back to east house, so i'm not gonna say anything that can be construed as suicidal. because i'm not suicidal. i have suicidal ideations, romanticing the idea of it. but i correct myself soon enough to know i wouldn't be that stupid.
hm. anyways. nothing is really happening. NFG IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS. i think i should be more excited than i am right now, but i'll be hyped when we're there. i think i'll mosh and get rid of some extra anger. some cool kids have got to go to the show. if only for the other bands if not for NFG. but they do have the most amazing live show, next to GC of course. =P
well. life is boring. but everyone gets by. it'll all work out, right?
xxx
kaleigh clue
post script --- i don't know how much i want to leave milford. its so familiar. it may suck, but at least i know what to expect. maybe someone could advise me...
hm. anyways. nothing is really happening. NFG IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS. i think i should be more excited than i am right now, but i'll be hyped when we're there. i think i'll mosh and get rid of some extra anger. some cool kids have got to go to the show. if only for the other bands if not for NFG. but they do have the most amazing live show, next to GC of course. =P
well. life is boring. but everyone gets by. it'll all work out, right?
xxx
kaleigh clue
post script --- i don't know how much i want to leave milford. its so familiar. it may suck, but at least i know what to expect. maybe someone could advise me...