Update!
Lets see....
Well anyone reading this knows that I got in a pretty bad car accident about a month ago, so I wont talk about that. Although I do still have glass in my face lolz.
I have been working out for about a month trying to get into shape before Disney in May. Not much time, and with my schedule it is hard to find time to work out and run, but my dieting has been helping me. So far I have only lost about 5 pounds...I would like to loose 10 more. I hate my legs, there so disgusting. I wish my legs were longer, they wouldn't look as bad haha. Oh well no sense in complaining, that gets me nowhere. I just hope that I'm bathing suit ready by then.
Rich got moved to third shift this week. In case you don't know the hours for third they are 10:00 p.m.-6:30 a.m., which sucks because that leaves me home alone. I hate it, sleeping by myself is not fun. Rich and I usually talk for about an hour and a half in bed before we go to sleep, so its been weird going to bed with the silence. I really hope that this whole third shift thing last for only two weeks like they said it would. I know Rich absolutely hates it, I would too. Our schedules also line up perfectly, once he gets home I wake up and go to work all day and when I get home he leaves for work....ridiculous.
I love being alone and away from everyone and everything, but recently it has come to my attention that I really don't have any friends anymore. I'm not sad about it, I feel like I should be...I don't have any girlfriends I can talk to about silly things, or tell my girl problems to. I used to, I kinda miss that. I'm sure it comes off that I am too good for people or something like that. I don't want it too, I'm definitely not too good for anyone. Sometimes I think it makes me stronger having to deal with all of my issues and feelings by myself, buuuut there are times where I wish I had someone to tell me it will be okay. I do have Rich though and he is a ton of help, I don't know what I would do without him.
We is bestees.
It felt good to get some of my thoughts out. even if no one reads this. And if you do,sorry about my grammar mistakes haha.
Well this is long enough. Good Night. :)
Peace&&Love,
Rach
Well anyone reading this knows that I got in a pretty bad car accident about a month ago, so I wont talk about that. Although I do still have glass in my face lolz.
I have been working out for about a month trying to get into shape before Disney in May. Not much time, and with my schedule it is hard to find time to work out and run, but my dieting has been helping me. So far I have only lost about 5 pounds...I would like to loose 10 more. I hate my legs, there so disgusting. I wish my legs were longer, they wouldn't look as bad haha. Oh well no sense in complaining, that gets me nowhere. I just hope that I'm bathing suit ready by then.
Rich got moved to third shift this week. In case you don't know the hours for third they are 10:00 p.m.-6:30 a.m., which sucks because that leaves me home alone. I hate it, sleeping by myself is not fun. Rich and I usually talk for about an hour and a half in bed before we go to sleep, so its been weird going to bed with the silence. I really hope that this whole third shift thing last for only two weeks like they said it would. I know Rich absolutely hates it, I would too. Our schedules also line up perfectly, once he gets home I wake up and go to work all day and when I get home he leaves for work....ridiculous.
I love being alone and away from everyone and everything, but recently it has come to my attention that I really don't have any friends anymore. I'm not sad about it, I feel like I should be...I don't have any girlfriends I can talk to about silly things, or tell my girl problems to. I used to, I kinda miss that. I'm sure it comes off that I am too good for people or something like that. I don't want it too, I'm definitely not too good for anyone. Sometimes I think it makes me stronger having to deal with all of my issues and feelings by myself, buuuut there are times where I wish I had someone to tell me it will be okay. I do have Rich though and he is a ton of help, I don't know what I would do without him.
We is bestees.
It felt good to get some of my thoughts out. even if no one reads this. And if you do,sorry about my grammar mistakes haha.
Well this is long enough. Good Night. :)
Peace&&Love,
Rach