Dec 04, 2005 09:46
Annie, which i knew and thata a good thing bc she has sense. She put the sonogram on her LJ, thats so cute! so now, when i buy clothes 4 peanut, i buy clothes 4 Annie''s baby 2 (can't go wrong w/ green & yellow!!) I can see Annie rasing her kid and kicking the world (and Alan and Jason) in the balls in the same time if they give her shit.
Danielle Tassin, w/ her quote unquote "black hispanic boyfriend" (can u be both?) Uncle Nick kicked her out n shes living w/ him. Shock Shock. Danielle getting pregnant is no surprise, but she'll be a good mom. She was always a good friend 2 me and i think thats a reflection of it...
Sara Anderson...i'm not sure if it's Josh's or Alex's or some new guys cuz i havent talked 2 her since May but Sara is repsponsible, she'll do the right thing.
what is it w/ graduating high school, goin 2 college, n gettin knocked up? it seems that almost half the seniors do something to change their lives in a drastic way (n it gets back 2 us, and we discuss it @ lengeth) "o shes in2 drugs" "shes pregnant" "she got raped" I dont think i'll be one of those, but who knos.....im not sayin its a bad thing if u get pregnant bc every1 knos i want a baby, but it jus changes ur future and the way u look @ life doesnt it?
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I go to college next year, probably ULL. I have fun, i actually start living my life. i, for the first time in 18 years, get a boyfriend who lives on the same side of the country! SHOCK OF SHOCKS!! its all good. we party 2 hard one night and even tho i remembered to take my birth control, and i didnt puke it up, 3 weeks later i realize somethings wrong (this is starting to sound like a bad lifetime movie but go w/ it)
hit walgreens, pee on a stick, best outta 3, the stork is coming! o shit.
so, me and mr boyfriend go the ob/gyn and get checked out (and hell yes hes coming! i dont care if he leaves me 30 seconds after we walk out the door i am not getting told i am going to be responsible for another person for the next 18 years without something to slap)
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so, all that said and done, what do i do? what if it wasnt mr boyfriend? what if it was a one night stand (which i am not opposed 2 by the way)what if he didint stand by me? what if he said "your body, your problem?" id slap the shit outta him but then what? i wouldnt force him in2 anything he didnt want bc in 9 months it would be a bundle of guilt not joy. and its not the babys fault. ever.
I'm only thinking ab it bc im ocd and crazy and it could happen, it could. ppl, even my friends, dont look @ me and think of me as the girl 3 go out on friday and still be drunk sunday, but i could be..
who knos whats gonna happen @ college. i bet nobody planned on having a baby.