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Arg!!!! I hate all the fighting happening in this house. God damn we've only been married for a year and we fight so much. Its never about us tho, its always about his family or mine. Sometimes its about the pets but Im so tired of it. I feel like walking out sometimes. His family hates me and I really don't care. I feel like that all depend on him and ask him for favors but when we need something its like pulling teeth. I don't mind hanging out with them sometimes but all the time I can't handle. I love his dad and was even referring him as dad until his sister told me I wasn't allowed to. They don't want me with chris cause they think I have changed him but it couldn't be the mere fact that he now hasa child and has a carrer and him going over seas has changed him? No it must be that I have some magical spell over him and changing him to better suit myself. Hell I have noted the change to them and told him about hows hes changed. People change doesn't anyone realize this. Im so fucking tired of all the family fucking drama. My porr lil girl has to be raised in a family where they extended family can't get along. My sister in law ruined my fucking babyshower along with her crazy ass mother who felt we were leaving them out because they weren't invited. They knew its because the crazy ass mil can't get along with anyone including myself. So why would I want her there??? Shit and at the hospital the bItch never left. Even when I was trying to breastfeed. It was akward and a lil intrusive. My husband asked her to stay but hell I wanted my mom there not his. I FUCKING HATE THIS BULLSHIT AND IM TIRED OF THE DAMN FIGHTING AND DRAMA