Stress
I have been crying a lot latly, im very emotional and a lil depressed. I miss my husband and wish he were here to hug me while I cry. I wish someone would tell me everything is going to be okay but Im really tweaking out. Feel like Ive lost control of my life and I don't know how to regain control. Ive become dependent on Chris and expect him to always be here but his career takes him away sometimes and Im a lil jelous of that. I want him all to myself I don't wanna share him or have him go away. I worry about him all the time ands I really hope he doesn't get hurt. Life is a lil more stressful now that I work and stil have to mantain all the household duties and mommy duties. I love being a mother and can't wait til we can afford to have another. Don't worry Im gonna wait til I can afford it not a slaker like some people D! lLol My boobs have gotton bigger I am now a DDD which really suxs cause they barely fit Im really suppose to wear an F but I refuse. I feel that F are for fat old people not me. Lol. Im trying to lose wight but its not working very well seein as I have a ton of chocolate cravings now that Im pretty much always on my period. Blah. The only down part to having a baby. Anyway someone needs to relieve me of my stress if even for just an hour.