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so i just realized something while i was chatting with my friend andy. relationships are selfish. he said he misses not having somone there to make him feel better when hes stressed out. but hes not alone. were all like that. we get into a relationship to make ourselves feel better. what about that other person? its rare but its there. that moment when we realize that theres something more important than what we need and thats somone else. maybe i feel that way about tony and thats why i feel so strongly about him and a bit discouraged that i may not be right for him. maybe im just getting ahead of myself and making myself think im a good person for feeling the way i do. hmmm... maybe all i really want is to be relieved of MY stress and MY sorrows. how hypocritical.