truth
some people who read might think im crazy, but oh well, u shouldknow who this is angles at when u read it, and if u are a new friend then take no offense.!!!!!
i need to stop getting my hopes up for anything, knowing i shouldnt everytime i still do it. It hurts every single time, even though i tell myself not to get happy aboput this its gonna blow up inur face if u do, and what happens i get all happy and come home heart broken. why do i keep doing this to myself????!!???? i am so stupid sometimes. now i know why i hardly have any friends, they must be embarrassed by me, if i were them i can understand why. i know i do some stupid things sometimes, but i do do aklot of good things also, but that seems to go unread. Im always the one u come to with ur problems, but why when i have problems will u not listen to me? im osrry im human!!! u know i havent hung out with anyone since i cant remember when, and no hug in i dont know how long either. ill quit bothering all of u with my problems knowing none of u care to hear it cuz u think im not worth the time other then if u have some but mine dont matter to u!!! so please if u have a problem dont tell me about it cuz i dont want to hear it, u all never take time to think that i have them also and think i want here urs. just take time to think that u all arent the only people that live on thsi earth and realize ur not all high and mighty. im sick of being made to feel so fullish when im sad and u dont care because ur the only one allowed to have problems and talk about them. just leave me out of ur life if u can help it, and u know who u are and arent. AND NATHAN THANK U FOR BEING MY BROTHER AND BEST FRIEND WHEN I NEED U EVEN THOUGH I HARDLY SEE U.
for the rest of u, please note if i want to know ur problems ill ask, but dont assume i want to hear them, unless ur actually will ing to be human when i talk about mine and not make me feel like im a horrible person and if u have a problem with that, kiss my ass.
and also some people shall remain nameless, if u dont like me just tell me instead of thinking im always gonna be here waiting for u, cuz guess what im on my way to forgetting about the friendship i once enjoyed that u never did, knowing all those horrible joke u played on me. and u thought they were funny.
i need to stop getting my hopes up for anything, knowing i shouldnt everytime i still do it. It hurts every single time, even though i tell myself not to get happy aboput this its gonna blow up inur face if u do, and what happens i get all happy and come home heart broken. why do i keep doing this to myself????!!???? i am so stupid sometimes. now i know why i hardly have any friends, they must be embarrassed by me, if i were them i can understand why. i know i do some stupid things sometimes, but i do do aklot of good things also, but that seems to go unread. Im always the one u come to with ur problems, but why when i have problems will u not listen to me? im osrry im human!!! u know i havent hung out with anyone since i cant remember when, and no hug in i dont know how long either. ill quit bothering all of u with my problems knowing none of u care to hear it cuz u think im not worth the time other then if u have some but mine dont matter to u!!! so please if u have a problem dont tell me about it cuz i dont want to hear it, u all never take time to think that i have them also and think i want here urs. just take time to think that u all arent the only people that live on thsi earth and realize ur not all high and mighty. im sick of being made to feel so fullish when im sad and u dont care because ur the only one allowed to have problems and talk about them. just leave me out of ur life if u can help it, and u know who u are and arent. AND NATHAN THANK U FOR BEING MY BROTHER AND BEST FRIEND WHEN I NEED U EVEN THOUGH I HARDLY SEE U.
for the rest of u, please note if i want to know ur problems ill ask, but dont assume i want to hear them, unless ur actually will ing to be human when i talk about mine and not make me feel like im a horrible person and if u have a problem with that, kiss my ass.
and also some people shall remain nameless, if u dont like me just tell me instead of thinking im always gonna be here waiting for u, cuz guess what im on my way to forgetting about the friendship i once enjoyed that u never did, knowing all those horrible joke u played on me. and u thought they were funny.