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today was a good day.
i think i am just about as ready as i am ever going to be (emotionally) for my trip. the past few days with the final goodbyes - a few of them possibly for a very very long time - at least for an in person encounter- were good. none of the goodbyes were tearful and not really that many hugs or anything- we dont really do that i guess. but lots of people to look forward to seeing when i return.
the one bummer about leaving now is all the stuff i will miss out on.
- all the friendships that were just beginning to really take form
- the old friendships that were getting back on track
- siff
- norwes
- spring
- possibly prom dress shopping for pam
- rooming with elliott
- spring in seattle
- grease
BUT it is ok for me to miss these things - the best friends will still be waiting when I return and Pam will go to Prom next year and there will be more siffs and musicals and springs and cons and well- i will still be friends with elliott - maybe not roomies but it will be ok
I am going off on the biggest adventure of my life so far
I am glad that I spent my last night in Seattle drinking coffee, walking around Seattle center and seeing an old foreign film with old friends
auf wiedersehen so everyone but really its not good bye because i will be on the internet for at least the first 3 months.
i think i am just about as ready as i am ever going to be (emotionally) for my trip. the past few days with the final goodbyes - a few of them possibly for a very very long time - at least for an in person encounter- were good. none of the goodbyes were tearful and not really that many hugs or anything- we dont really do that i guess. but lots of people to look forward to seeing when i return.
the one bummer about leaving now is all the stuff i will miss out on.
- all the friendships that were just beginning to really take form
- the old friendships that were getting back on track
- siff
- norwes
- spring
- possibly prom dress shopping for pam
- rooming with elliott
- spring in seattle
- grease
BUT it is ok for me to miss these things - the best friends will still be waiting when I return and Pam will go to Prom next year and there will be more siffs and musicals and springs and cons and well- i will still be friends with elliott - maybe not roomies but it will be ok
I am going off on the biggest adventure of my life so far
I am glad that I spent my last night in Seattle drinking coffee, walking around Seattle center and seeing an old foreign film with old friends
auf wiedersehen so everyone but really its not good bye because i will be on the internet for at least the first 3 months.