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so i just went back and read some of my entries over the last 2 years ... I was trying to determine the exact date I received my acceptance letter from the UW... (March 9th if you were wondering)
some of my entries made me really really sad - for various reasons and some made me really happy... I read over the ones from summer - I am sorry to everyone for how mopey and depressing my lj and everything was ... I just didn't really know how to handle myself.
the other ones were mostly happy - the last day of drama entry made me a bit teary eyed, and the lists made me laugh -- i do like to make those lists.
today I am a little less scared of leaving - yes I am admitting that I am scared. I have never been away from Seattle for more than 3 weeks before - I have never gone someplace knowing only 12 other people in the whole city ...
...and I dont think I am doing a great job of making friends with them ... there is this other girl in our group that made me realize why people tend to not like me -- because I am an incurable know it all... I really am trying to tone it down a bit, but the damage might have already been done...
BUT I will be in Vienna, and I will meet lots of new people and hopefully make lots of new friends
Malloree kind of invited me to live with her and Genise next year... I would absolutely love to live with Malloree, and not that I don't think Genise is awesome, but I just don't think we would compatible house mates.
I would also love to live with Elliott, but she thinks she probably will be in the dorms again next year... and I really don't think I could even handle spring quarter in the dorms ... although I have to admit the really only bad part about it for me is the food. everything else I have gotten used to, and i love the proximity to everything (except parking...) and cluster 451-457 is definitely the place to be - except on weekends when everyone goes home...
I haven't seen a movie in forever... I think I will rent Amadeus this weekend... and possibly see something in theaters - we shall see how lonely i get all alone here
some of my entries made me really really sad - for various reasons and some made me really happy... I read over the ones from summer - I am sorry to everyone for how mopey and depressing my lj and everything was ... I just didn't really know how to handle myself.
the other ones were mostly happy - the last day of drama entry made me a bit teary eyed, and the lists made me laugh -- i do like to make those lists.
today I am a little less scared of leaving - yes I am admitting that I am scared. I have never been away from Seattle for more than 3 weeks before - I have never gone someplace knowing only 12 other people in the whole city ...
...and I dont think I am doing a great job of making friends with them ... there is this other girl in our group that made me realize why people tend to not like me -- because I am an incurable know it all... I really am trying to tone it down a bit, but the damage might have already been done...
BUT I will be in Vienna, and I will meet lots of new people and hopefully make lots of new friends
Malloree kind of invited me to live with her and Genise next year... I would absolutely love to live with Malloree, and not that I don't think Genise is awesome, but I just don't think we would compatible house mates.
I would also love to live with Elliott, but she thinks she probably will be in the dorms again next year... and I really don't think I could even handle spring quarter in the dorms ... although I have to admit the really only bad part about it for me is the food. everything else I have gotten used to, and i love the proximity to everything (except parking...) and cluster 451-457 is definitely the place to be - except on weekends when everyone goes home...
I haven't seen a movie in forever... I think I will rent Amadeus this weekend... and possibly see something in theaters - we shall see how lonely i get all alone here