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i haven't been on in awhile...the last time was when i was freaking out about may 12th aka doomsday aka physics and bio day. but i survived that...and now that i look back on it i think i was freaking out too much. whatever.
i just still can't wrap my head around it all being over. it's too weird...but i think i'm ready? i don't know. i just have to leap and do it. i know i'm excited as hell though. i want to go off so badly yet i really will miss...a lot of things. i know when i come back it won't be the same at all but i can't wait to jump in and make that change. gosh so many things...PEOPLE that i'm going to miss terribly terribly terribly. i've been so used to having these things and these people around me for these past 15 years of my life. especially this last year :( gahhh so bittersweet. BUT we need to do a lot of stuff this summer and have a Parting Party.
graduation in 8 days......