And people wonder why I don't like to have close friendships/relationships...
It had to happen sometime I guess. I knew that someone other than Jordan would eventually hurt me enough to make me cry, I just never thought it would be this soon, or this person. And I really never thought that it would EVER happen around the circumstances that it did. I know she feels horrible about it, and I know she didn't do it intentionally, and that's probably why I didn't hang up on her when she called back last night after she sobered up. Of course the flip side of that is that while she knows that she hurt me, and she knows that I'm pissed about everything, she has no clue that she made me cry. She's beating herself up about it, and there's no reason for me to add to that.
I guess I have another thing to thank Jordan for... I'm really good at just sucking up the pain and holding it in.
I guess I have another thing to thank Jordan for... I'm really good at just sucking up the pain and holding it in.