As it stands now my two jobs are slowly but surely eating away at me physically. It's taking just about all that i have to maintain a balance between the two. But it's not the physical mess i'm in that is the problem.
EBT is slowly but surely crashing. I've decided that i'm not going to go down with that ship. My notice will be turned in shortly and i will be gone by the time the semester begins. Most likely by the time the State SfH meeting occurs. This is a sad turn of events but Nanette is gunning for me next and my hours have been dramatically cut. This week alone i have only 12.5 hours. I only worry about Fred and what will become of her. I know she could use our team's support...but there's no reason for any of us to stay. We can't defeat an entire company with a suicidal intention and motive. Nor can we do much when management doesn't realize what they have or appreciate it. Besides, i don't need that stress this coming semester.
The coming semester. That's a whole other can of worms. Besides school work kicking in and all that lovely stuff, i've got some outside crap that has the potential to make life very difficult for a while. As it stands now i am going to go to court, again, on the 16th. This time i will go before a judge and try to explain the mess with the "No Proof of Insurance" ticket. The situation has only gotten progressively worse as i find out what really occured with this insurance nightmare. Oscar's grandfather is paying for a Lawyer for me. He has agreed to pay whatever fines may incure from this fiasco. It is his fault that this happend in the first place so it is only right that he take care of it. The only problem is that the ticket is in my name and it is my license that will be suspended for six months should the judge not see the whole mess for what it is and grant leniency. I am not sure what sort of things will go down this time around. I can only hope for the best. I have little faith in our nation's/state's policies and procedures much less in the human species and its ability to operate them. The lawyer hasn't gotten in touch with me yet. Oscar shall be harassing her grandfather about it tomorrow.
Starbucks is going alright. I really like making coffee. It's rather interesting and fun to learn to make different things, especially things that aren't on the menu or adaptations thereof. I don't like the politics of Target. I don't like the majority of the management. But i like my job and the work i do. I'll be applying at Port City when the school year begins. I've already applied at the Starbucks in the mall; they're a corporate store which means they have more flavors and whatnot than the rest of us. No word from them yet. But we'll see. I don't anticipate staying at Target a very long time...not like i have EBT. Target isn't capable of handling me.
That's about it for right now. I'm winding down. Why i had this rush of energy i'm not terribly certain. I will be tired tomorrow for work, but that's ok.