May 12, 2009 01:58
returning to the U.S. My mom is getting married. I can't believe it. I just spent 3 months in Costa Rica. Things are changing. My life is changing. It is becoming more simple and pure. I think of my past, present, and future... and all of those who it consists of. Everything needs self-discipline. Love is the extension of oneself for the spiritual growth of another or one's self. And grace and persistence is needed to obtain the power of God, that in which we all want to be a part of because we all have it within us already. Been reading a lot about spiritual development. I don't know where I will be after this return. Maybe back in Puerto Viejo, Costa Rica with Dan and his ability to create beautiful surfboards from Balsa wood. I am going to work at camp, then work blueberries with Camille in Northern Maine. Life is full of surprises, twists, turns, halts, and expectations. I can't believe how many things I have learned only from traveling and the people I have met. It is truly unbelievable. I can't believe I am leaving to go back to the States... in 4 hours. I can't sleep. I will drink rum and smoke weed. ugh...