~~Dont Tell && We Wont Ask You How You Sleep At Night When The Lights Go Out~~

[spaztic333]

i went shopping again
i almot feel bad
for needing new things
its been a long time since i've been shopping for thing i really need
like tops
and its weird
i dont know why 
but it is

im going to the movies with gabbera 2morrow
and lunch
then im sleeping over
which'll be awesome =)

i had this idea in my mind
that i'd talk to him online 
sometime this week
and maybe see him
maybe on new years eve
and maybe
not feel so fuckin alone

im trying to play this out
and not rush it
but
i hate waiting
cuz i think im right this time
and
i wanna be right
i want him to be right
but
i wish
he would fuckin sign online =(