May 24, 2008 01:14
- Yeah I never post here anymore. Sorry. I come, I read, and I leave.
- Not much going on in my life.
- Hope and I found a house we liked, but they rejected our offer. It was a perfect house too, except for the fact that it was in major need of renovation. So the house search continues.
- I need a new job. My co-workers are very nice people, and Bennett's camera is awsome. BUT I'm beening driven out of my mind because I just hate it. Its kinda like when you where in high school and you woke up and went "SHit, I don't wanna go to school!" Seriously I'd still go buy cameras from them and get my pictures printed there, but I need to get another job. Problem is is that I can't make less money than I am now, and I have no idea what the hell I want to do with myself.
- I feel like I'm groping about in the dark looking for something that I can't quite remeber what it is I'm looking for or why I'm looking. But I know that I need to find it, and that as soon as I lay my hands on it I'll remeber what it is and whats it for. And my whole life feels like that, every part. From job to people to hobbies even. Groping around feeling things and going "nope, nope, thats not it, where is it?, what is it?"
- Or maybe I just need more sleep....