uh oh what am i getting myself into...
So there is this boy, his name is Jeremie. I haven't talked to him since he moved about 6 months ago to look for a job and to later attend NYU (right now). So anyways in case you didn't know Jeremie was my first boyfriend from quite awhile ago. He's 3 years older than me and well to put it simply, really hot. Well we broke up awhile ago. But we stayed friends which was always cool cuz we would always hang out with some awesomely other cool people. Well about 2 weeks ago I get a call. From a totally drunken boy around 2am. I look at my cell phone, and I'm wondering who the fuck is calling me at this time. I had no idea who's number it was so I answered it. So this guy is like is this Audrey? I'm like yes this is. He says we have a kid named Jeremie McHenry here and he needs a ride home. So, I was just slightly confused at this point wondering what kind of joke is being played on me. Cuz here I am in friggen fulton and some one is asking me to give me a rid to a person 5 hours away. Normally for any of my friends I would do such a thing. But, I have no car or anything of the sorts and I haven't talked to this boy in months. So, I ask the guy how did you get this number and blah blah blah. Well apparently on Jeremie's cell phone he has my number in it and all and he has it labeled 'wifey.' So naturally this guy must have assumed I was Jeremie's wife or something. So I said can I please talk to Jeremie. I about died when I heard him start talking. He was trying to tell me that he was at some party got wasted, couldn't find his car, tried calling someone but couldn't make out the numbers on his cell phone so he just handed over the phone to some random guy and tells him, "Just fucking call someone for me, I lost my car!!" So I told the guy that I am 5 hours away. Told the dude to get a taxi and send him to this address. And hung up. About 3 days after I get a call around 10, it's Jeremie. We start talking and I was making mad fun of him. So he has been talking to me almost every other day now.
I have now been thinking about this boy on a daily basis. I miss him like mad crazy. I have no idea what to do. He's been telling me every time he has called me how much he misses me and how sorry he is for the way he treated me and he would do anything to have me back. He wants me to move in with him so he can take care of me and all this other stuff that I don't think I'm ready to hear from him. I mean I have a boyfriend and all, but... I do miss Jeremie. He has a lot going for him right now. He was always good at planning all that future stuff out. I haven't been able to get through Jordon lately, we just aren't... "clicking" anymore. I get mad at him so easily because he's so good at being a dick.
I don't know what to do........
I have now been thinking about this boy on a daily basis. I miss him like mad crazy. I have no idea what to do. He's been telling me every time he has called me how much he misses me and how sorry he is for the way he treated me and he would do anything to have me back. He wants me to move in with him so he can take care of me and all this other stuff that I don't think I'm ready to hear from him. I mean I have a boyfriend and all, but... I do miss Jeremie. He has a lot going for him right now. He was always good at planning all that future stuff out. I haven't been able to get through Jordon lately, we just aren't... "clicking" anymore. I get mad at him so easily because he's so good at being a dick.
I don't know what to do........