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fuck work. Seriously its pretty much all i do now and i hate it with a god damn passion. 40 hours a week. And whenever i do get free time im either running errands or doing gumb shit for my folks. All i want to do is start another band. I've been DIEING To get on stage again anfd perform. I've been writing a lot when i get home but i have no one to play with. Josh and will want to start something but im still not sure how it will all work out. Plus playing different shit in st augustine will be very hard to do considering we're being labeled as a "HXC SCENE". I mean i love some hxc but fuck once you've heard it its done. I love ITAW and the unit but god damn other bands juts sound like the same ole shit. If i do get an band going, I wanna start playing gigs with deadend streets and maybe st vegas. But i cant be picky cause i already know half of most of the bands in st aug dont like me for the most part. God i also need a gf pretty bad too. I really miss being in a great relationship and being able to love someone as much as they love me. also to hold them, comfort them, all that good shit. I MISS IT VERY MUCH!!! But anways fuck it, another day of work tomorrow, another day of restlesness.