Sep 11, 2004 21:37
Drive me away. Someone please just drive me away from this house, this city, this life. I don't know how much longer I can take it. Honestly. Everthing in my life is pretty good except the relationship between me and my father. My mother tells me he only treats me the way he does because I remind him of himself when he was my age. Ok, yeah that makes total sense now. The only thing that has kept me with any sanity is being with my true friends and having fun. I know I bitch a lot to them about shit going on in my life, but I now they listen and they sometimes try to help me and they all make me feel very good. I just wish with some of the friends I could be able to see them and hang out with them but they usually never can. I know I've been quit annoying toward some people over the past few months and maybe aggervated the fuck out of them but I never did it intentionally. I was just acting childish and stupid and when I need to act my own age. I just need to break away from the world for awhile. Instead of me calling my friends, I'll just let them call me so I know I won't be bothering them all the time and aggervating them. Oh and one last thing before i go..........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................Hannah is the shizznat!!!!!!!!!!!!!