ahh
my life is so adventurous.
new years was rediculous...of course.
went to a show at club hell with bethany.
got hammered.
enjoyed amazing musical talents until the wee hours of the night.
had a pretty awesome new years kiss.
which was nice cause i was expecting to be really depressed at midnight because it wasn't going to be who i wanted it to be.
it was good.
then bepp, nate and rap piled into my chevy and went down to warwick for a party that was kind of lame...and so i slept.
then we got lost leaving and wasted an hour of our lives...and half a tank of gas.
spent the night at rap's and had a nice lazy morning.
bertuccis dinner with bepp <3
then napped and adventured back to fall river for a party at michellle's.
which got broken up by the cops.
all the booze was dumped and everyone left.
so i came home...passed out...woke up wedensday with what i thought was the worst hangover EVER.
but it turned out i was sick.
stayed in bed till friday afternoon.
work.
sleep.
work.
sleep.
then i had a fun date with mike lacey that included dinner at chili's, cruising around for an hour singing nsync, and then the movies to see Sweeney Todd.
which was fucking awesome, as expected.
i was like a giddy little kid with a smile on my face the whole movie.
let me see what else happened...
oh
worked today.
now i'm here...posting because i haven't in awhile.
because i was sick for so long and not getting out of bed i kind of accidentally quit smoking. it's pretty awesome. i had one today just to relax at work, but it's so nice to not have to worry about buying them. i feel healthier and happier. sweet.
i did notice that i do that annoying thing where i talk about someone constantly and to any single person that will listen. its almost like when a friend first starts dating someone and that's all they can talk about, they'll find any reason to bring that person up in conversation, even when they don't really fit in. when it happens it's slightly annoying but understandable because they're in the giddy first stages of a relationship. but it's even more annoying when i do it, all the time, about someone that i hate. the whole time i was with mike yesterday i heard myself talking about him and i couldn't fucking stop. i heard myself being annoying. i heard him being annoyed with me (though he'd never say it cause he's awesome). but i still could not stop. this person doesn't even know how much they control me even though they aren't a part of my life anymore.
it's so weird.
hopefully it'll pass soon.
new years was rediculous...of course.
went to a show at club hell with bethany.
got hammered.
enjoyed amazing musical talents until the wee hours of the night.
had a pretty awesome new years kiss.
which was nice cause i was expecting to be really depressed at midnight because it wasn't going to be who i wanted it to be.
it was good.
then bepp, nate and rap piled into my chevy and went down to warwick for a party that was kind of lame...and so i slept.
then we got lost leaving and wasted an hour of our lives...and half a tank of gas.
spent the night at rap's and had a nice lazy morning.
bertuccis dinner with bepp <3
then napped and adventured back to fall river for a party at michellle's.
which got broken up by the cops.
all the booze was dumped and everyone left.
so i came home...passed out...woke up wedensday with what i thought was the worst hangover EVER.
but it turned out i was sick.
stayed in bed till friday afternoon.
work.
sleep.
work.
sleep.
then i had a fun date with mike lacey that included dinner at chili's, cruising around for an hour singing nsync, and then the movies to see Sweeney Todd.
which was fucking awesome, as expected.
i was like a giddy little kid with a smile on my face the whole movie.
let me see what else happened...
oh
worked today.
now i'm here...posting because i haven't in awhile.
because i was sick for so long and not getting out of bed i kind of accidentally quit smoking. it's pretty awesome. i had one today just to relax at work, but it's so nice to not have to worry about buying them. i feel healthier and happier. sweet.
i did notice that i do that annoying thing where i talk about someone constantly and to any single person that will listen. its almost like when a friend first starts dating someone and that's all they can talk about, they'll find any reason to bring that person up in conversation, even when they don't really fit in. when it happens it's slightly annoying but understandable because they're in the giddy first stages of a relationship. but it's even more annoying when i do it, all the time, about someone that i hate. the whole time i was with mike yesterday i heard myself talking about him and i couldn't fucking stop. i heard myself being annoying. i heard him being annoyed with me (though he'd never say it cause he's awesome). but i still could not stop. this person doesn't even know how much they control me even though they aren't a part of my life anymore.
it's so weird.
hopefully it'll pass soon.