checking in...
I guess i've been putting off doing a post for well, a really long time, mainly because theres just too much to say.
I always read your Ljs by the way, and try to comment when i can to try to catch up, man ur all such happening and busy ppl! lol
hmmm so, went to a ball last night at a hotel, v posh and swanky, lovely night. Went with my boyfriend (its been over a month now, wow how time flies, and its still all amazing, who wuda thought) my roomate and our friends chloe and alice. I do love those 3 friendys of mine. Its weird, it still feels like uni and homlife are totally separate dimensions, its confusing sometimes, like torn loyalties...but i do really miss you guys at home!
Its slightly weird to think that life goes on and ur out there having fun and meeting up without me (boohoo) glad ur having fun, wish i could be there to share it with u all, but then im back for 3 months and i only got 2 weeks left at uni.
Where did the time go my friends?? we were all so young once, so scared and excited about our first yr at uni, and now its passed...lets just say its been amazing, ups and downs and sideways, but hardly ever dull.
If you feel you've changed you're probably normal, im pretty sure i have, despite losing myself sometimes along the way, but thinking about it its probably you guys who help me find myself, as in the real me, again.
Guess what i'm trying to say my dear chums, is that i miss you all, and even though i have been a bit shite at keeping in touch recently (busyness etc) it doesnt mean ur not in my thoughts, and ur all on my wall anyway so its not like i can get away from u! haha
I never feel more myself than when you're all around, you know me inside and out, and love me regardless, much like i love you...
I was thinking the other day we're more like family than friends really...we argue like family, we're open and honest, we fight we hug, we have dramas, and even though its been a yr i still come back again and again and feel most content when im around you guys (hope i dont have to eat my words if ur all like, erm, whats she on about??? we'd forgotten she existed! lol)
So yeh, my extended family, sorry this has been a bit slushy, but its nice to be nice sometimes. I also feel like we all fit into specific family roles, let me know which one u think u/others are outta interest?? could be interesting!
"I fall asleep with my friends around me
Only place I know I feel safe
I'm gona call this home..."
-Jimmy Eat World, world you love
in my mind my friends, we will always be 16 to me...
love me xxxxxx
ps have u noticed that i hardly ever actually update about anything ive been doing???????/ bothered, if u wana know i'll update when i get back!
pps LOVING the kooks right now!
ppps special shout out to miles, as have been missing our film night and deep and meaningfuls about crap and films and music etc recently. hope ur enjoying life dude!
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I always read your Ljs by the way, and try to comment when i can to try to catch up, man ur all such happening and busy ppl! lol
hmmm so, went to a ball last night at a hotel, v posh and swanky, lovely night. Went with my boyfriend (its been over a month now, wow how time flies, and its still all amazing, who wuda thought) my roomate and our friends chloe and alice. I do love those 3 friendys of mine. Its weird, it still feels like uni and homlife are totally separate dimensions, its confusing sometimes, like torn loyalties...but i do really miss you guys at home!
Its slightly weird to think that life goes on and ur out there having fun and meeting up without me (boohoo) glad ur having fun, wish i could be there to share it with u all, but then im back for 3 months and i only got 2 weeks left at uni.
Where did the time go my friends?? we were all so young once, so scared and excited about our first yr at uni, and now its passed...lets just say its been amazing, ups and downs and sideways, but hardly ever dull.
If you feel you've changed you're probably normal, im pretty sure i have, despite losing myself sometimes along the way, but thinking about it its probably you guys who help me find myself, as in the real me, again.
Guess what i'm trying to say my dear chums, is that i miss you all, and even though i have been a bit shite at keeping in touch recently (busyness etc) it doesnt mean ur not in my thoughts, and ur all on my wall anyway so its not like i can get away from u! haha
I never feel more myself than when you're all around, you know me inside and out, and love me regardless, much like i love you...
I was thinking the other day we're more like family than friends really...we argue like family, we're open and honest, we fight we hug, we have dramas, and even though its been a yr i still come back again and again and feel most content when im around you guys (hope i dont have to eat my words if ur all like, erm, whats she on about??? we'd forgotten she existed! lol)
So yeh, my extended family, sorry this has been a bit slushy, but its nice to be nice sometimes. I also feel like we all fit into specific family roles, let me know which one u think u/others are outta interest?? could be interesting!
"I fall asleep with my friends around me
Only place I know I feel safe
I'm gona call this home..."
-Jimmy Eat World, world you love
in my mind my friends, we will always be 16 to me...
love me xxxxxx
ps have u noticed that i hardly ever actually update about anything ive been doing???????/ bothered, if u wana know i'll update when i get back!
pps LOVING the kooks right now!
ppps special shout out to miles, as have been missing our film night and deep and meaningfuls about crap and films and music etc recently. hope ur enjoying life dude!
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx