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[spazmasta]

hi people i dont know what 2 say but i feel like shyt and im stuck between a hard spot i want 2 quit camp but like i will be letting my mom and my brother down but if i stay im letting my gf down by staying and now lucky said if i quit so dose he but hes in charge of the outback and like if he quits that program is gone and then like the camp is more fucked...like its soo hard cuz i hate letting people down and i hate seeing my gf like this and i also dont want 2 dissapoint my family gaaa... i dont know what 2 do...sumone give me help now!!! ahhhh and nvm i gusse for leaving me Crazy funny text messages or voice mails that didnt happen soo it dont matter....w/e i dont know what 2 say anymore...2day was pretty good nothing super crazy....Catherine did get me this awsome bear for our Anneversary (I CANT FUCKING SPELL THAT WORD) 16 MONTHS wow thats just fucking crazy she is just one awsome person...hung out with mike charley and catherine 2day and also went 2 josh's grad party for a little like i said nothing super crazy but nice i want 2 go sumwhere with people but no one was around im really hating my self more and more i really dont like my self at all thers not one thing i can say that i like about my self i hate my self soo much its quite sad at times...well w.e i think im done....sorry for the deperssing dumb update have a good day people

I love u Catherine

Renny