breaking point
wow so im pretty much at my breaking point for stress. there are literally not enough hours in the day right now. im trying to pack up all my shit and move...well move it into storage. i have to be out of here by wednesday but cant go to the other place until saturday. so my stuff goes into boxes and into storage for a few days till i can get to the new place. i had to work all weekend as usual, trying to pack inbetween and recruiting people when i can. its mostly all done but it makes me even more sad/stressed that im about to leave this apartment. ive lived here for over a year and became attatched to my lazy messy apartment, im sad to leave it. and im suppose to clean it as well. which is taking forever bc they want it in mint condition again, the way i got it, even though they go through and clean it again. wtf. and tonight i packed my last full load into my car and my friend calls me asking to come over, or what i was doing i said yes bc she was upset. so she and i sat here for about two hours and talked. i didnt know how to tell her that im about to freak out myself and i have a lot to do. homework as well, im so behind on it, i didnt get any done this weekend at all. and tomorrow i ahve to be at school all day. so my mandatory stuff that i need for the next few days is in boxes, just some random inbetween stuff that i need to throw out or pack, not much. i just dont know how or when it is going to get all done. and not to mention that i havn't really even celebrated my bday. i went out for a few hours with my friend and she treated me to dinner, but i have to cut it short bc i had to come home and study. that weekend previously i had to study as well. so its gone and past already, i couldnt do anything this weekend bc i was packing...next weekend im moving and unpacking and studying and working. OMG wtf. i just cant do it all anymore....something has to give. i just dont know what yet bc i cant let anything give, i need to do it all. ARRRRGGGGHHH. can someone please invent someway to add more hours in the day...please?