catch up time

[spazma25]

a lot has been going on. i just had my spring break and tonight is the last night and i should be studying for a midterm but im not, oh well. but spring break was kick ass! my friend jon and his friend james were going on a road trip and jon mentioned that i should go. i asked work if i could get off and i did! we went down to joshua tree national park and camped there for two nights. it was beautiful and so relaxing! and there we so many stars... i miss stars. there were a lot of funny stories and camp fires and smores. awesome pics too. good times. then we went to vegas for a night. it was kick ass! drank a bit but my stomach wasnt really feeling that much drinking. walked around a lot, lots of lights and flyers for prostitutes, lots of drunk people. then drove home the next day. and by the way jon and i are dating :) he's awesome

then i worked all weekend. but a lot has been going on with my family. my brothers wife is a fucking bitch. she cheated on and left my brother. and she currently has a new bf, not the first one she cheated on with tho. shes a fucking whore. i hate not being there for him and helping him or just being there for him. its hard on him right now and i wish i were home. then i called home today and my mom was in pain, her kidneys were hurting and some other things. i told her to go to the ER and she did and now shes in the hospital with a kidney stone. everything is just falling apart and im not there for anyone and it hurts. it makes me home sick. and i miss everyone so much. not just my family but my friends, i miss you guys!

anyway i better go study. night