Christa.. i know you don't really want to but i really wanna talk to you one on one. Maybe at Youth Group tomorrow. Everything you wrote in this entry made me think. People don't hate you, they love you. Not everybody is going to like everyone else, it's something you have to live with. Just be glad you have the friends you do and feel special because they love and care about you! And you are far from a freak.. (and everything else you said). I mean yea you may be a little strange with your obsession from Seconhand (lol kidding) but that doesn't mean anything. You are one of the greatest people i know that really has a heart that burns for God. Maybe you should get a little closer to Him again, then that hole in your heart that was made for him will be complete. And with that you will be happy. God is an amazing healer! If breaking down and crying helps, then do it. Relieve your stress and give God all your problems. And if that *somebody* doesn't care then there is a reason. And i care so feel good about that. And i want to know what you are going through so i can help you but you don't want to talk about it yet so i'm letting you come to me on your own time.. when you feel right about it. I love ya! If you are breaking down inside it means that you've been secluding yourself from everybody else. Let it all out and be happy. You are one of the best people i know Christa and it hurts me sometimes to know you aren't happy! I love ya and i hope you get better soon! <3
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