I have to try to pack everything in my house today and tomorrow. For some reason I just don't think it'll take that long. I'm probably kidding myself though... My Dad is bringing the truck to move all my stuff back home tomorrow afternoon so I have just over 24 hours to get everything packed. Yet instead I'm sitting here thinking about making breakfast, taking a shower, playing Wii, THEN packing. I'm such a procrastinator.
I technically don't have to be out of the house until the 16th, but I figure I may as well just get going now. I'm on vacation as of today (YAY!!). Originally I was gonna spend a few days here, enjoying my last few days of living on my own, then move back on the 15th. But my aunt and uncle barged in last week and started asking when I'd be out and "informimg me" that other family members are welcome to come over anytime and take anything they want. Um no. 95% of the stuff on the main floor is MINE. All of my aunt's stuff is in the garage or basement, so I dont want people in my house when I'm not here and taking shit that might be mine. Plus they'll probably want to come in and straighten up the house, and get rid of all the junk before the closing date. I don't want to be further annoyed by them so I figure it's best to just get out now. That way I can move home tomorrow afternoon and take the evening to set up my room again, then go to Calgary to spend a few days with Jay on Saturday.
We hadn't seen eachother in almost 2 weeks when he was finally in Toronto on Monday. I was SO excited to see him. He flew in at 8:30 and I was off work at 9 which was perfect. We went to the hoteel and got to spend some quality time together ;) He had to get up at 6:30am so the plan was to eat dinner then go right to bed but we barely got any sleep. We couldn't stop talking, and touching eachother, cuz we just missed eachother so much.
I was kind of upset with him yesterday though. Usually he calls me when he wakes up (cuz he's 2 hours behind so I dont want to call and wake him). I didn't hear from him at all yesterday (except for a text that said I Love You) by around 6pm so I called him. We talked for a bit, he said how happy he was to hear from me, etc. I told him I'd call him when I got a break at work again. So I called him around 10:30, he didn't answer. Then I called him again before I went to bed at 3:00am, still no answer. So I texted him and said "I'm going to sleep but leaving my cell on so please call before you go to bed" At 5:30am I get a text from him that says "Goodnight hunny" I grabbed my phone and tried to call him but he'd already turned his phone off. Like I specifically asked him to call and he still doesn't?
He called this morning and I told him I was a bit hurt by that and he got all quiet with me. So I asked if he was mad that I said that and he goes "No, I just feel like I'm on a leash when you say stuff like that" So you feel like you're on a leash because I love you and miss you so much that I just want to say good night? Okay... but then he appologized and said he misses me a lot and feels bad when he wakes me at night. He tried to convince me that this distance it making us stronger.. I sure hope so. I can't wait to go there on Saturday and just spend 5 uninterupted days with him. I usually only go for 3 days and they feels so rushed cuz we're trying to squeeze everything in, so I'm excited to have more time.
Okay I really should get around to showering and packing...