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I'm so bi-polar emotionally when it comes to this. I'm fine one minute, and I can't stop crying the next. When I start to feel desperate, I use the fact that I still love him and would do anything for him, as an excuse and justification for the stupid things I do and say. I've never felt this way about a person before, and it hurts so much. All I can say to myself is I wish things were different, ...but they aren't, and they won't be. He was the one that was unhappy, and I was the one who had to end things to save myself. I feel like I'll never get over him.
-Chelsea
-Chelsea