I feel like I'm fading.....

[spazandahalf]

I dont know whats wrong with me. I was sitting in bed talking to Tony as usual when suddenly I was hit with this unbearable thought... I started crying, and I had to hang up with Tony and get this all out....I have lost all my friends. You can go ahead and say "oh we still love you, why do you think we hate you?" but stop and think... when was the

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[fire_in_my_eye]

it's not the fact i have a truck.... its the fact that i cant stand that school anymore. ever since roberson got fired shit went to hell and i dont wanna be around that anymore. which is why i only come for 3 classes. its not that i dont want to be friends! its not that at all. its the school. it did hurt like alot when you told me you were leavin BCAL..i didnt know what to think and i think you are STILL planning to leave and i guess im trying to not let that get to me cuz i know im gunna be cryin when you do leave. dont say im going to forget you cuz thats a lie. i can never forget you! we're the mooshies remember? even tho tj left....meh.it seems like when i try to talk to you online, you never seem to want to talk to me. like you just want me to go away and it leaves me confused every time. and i DO TRY TO CALL YOU. but no one ever ever EVER answers...so i pretty much gave up on that. i love you heather..you're one of my best friends. this sucks :(

ps- i sleep with captain quackers(the duck you got me) every night. and when i stay at a friends house, i bring him with me. that was the coolest present ever<3