Bang....
I feel weird. Today... during lunch... my weird depresstion swing started again. I just felt like dying. I didnt want to talk to anyone... and every thing that was bad in my life suddenly popped into my head. I dont know what triggers this thing... but this isnt the first time that just out of the blue I'm depressed. Tony thought I was mad at him... Im not... I love you babe... this is just... me. I feel like I'm loosing my friends again... kinda like how I felt while I was in Utah. I dunno... I'm odd... maybe I should go back onto that anti-depressent I was on for a while... I was numb to every thing... and that looks pretty nice right now.