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ok lets see for everyone to know... me and david are ovbioucly not happening, but you know what...fuck him...if he thinks that he can sit there and tell me he loves me....WHILE HE HAS A FUCKING GIRLFRIEND and tell me she is jsut for reassurance...and she doesnt mean anything, but then all of a sudden, its not happening between me and him. im so SICK of guys and theyre petty little shit. no offense but thats all guys are. ok girl: say you and your bf really care about each other.. and then he breaks up with you bc he needs time...then hes hanging out with some other chick and you find out a week after you all break up that 2 days after he dumps you he was HOLDING HER HAND ON THE BED THAT YOU DID AND SAID ALMOST EVERYTHING IN and 4 days after he dumps you, hes going out with someone else. then he tells you "oh no i love you, i always will, shes jsut for reassurance and she means nothing to me... i love you! i want to hang outn with you, ive been thinking about you all day and i relaize i made a stupid decision".... but then the next day he "doesnt know what hes doing" would that not PISS you off?!?!?! cuz i know it should pissed me off. obviously me and david will neer be again...and its prolly for the best...bc he obviously doesnt know what the FUCK hes doing.. he fucking lied to me, a couple times, told me he loved me, fucking led me on and now hes doing this! i dont want to be with anyone like that. honestly...i REGRET everything i told him and gave him.... i regret saying i love him, bc even though i do... it doesnt FUCKING matter anymore. i just want to FORGET he ever happened...that he was ever in my life...bc im sure thats what hell be doing soon... and you know what? if you or your gf reads this...have a nice FUCKING life... try to not lie too much... and try not to FUCK too much. i know how you are david...but you know what...i do regret that part too right now! i might now later..but now..knowing how he is...i do. you promised me you wouldnt turn into an ass...but you did...more than you can even see...whether its jsut to me or bc of her, you did, and thats why ive been preparing myself for the day that you told me what you just did. i hope you realize how much i HATE you right now..and how much i DONT want to even think about you...much less talk to you. i hope you realize that im NOT going to be calling you..but i also hope you understand what you did...and how your acting... and why people are saying your being an asshole. thats all i have to say about you right now. have a nice FUCKING life.