Baby Killen
baby killen,
i know i never knew you, and i never will. just know that i love you and i always will. i never got to see you, mom and dad wouldnt let me. i iwhs i couldve but i dont know how i wouldve taken it, so maybe it was best i didnt. your mom will get your ashes today, and thats the only way ill be able to see you, ever, but maybe its better than nothing, or maybe i shouldnt look. i dont know how its going to hit your mom, she was doing so well, for what happened, until they called and said that it had been done, and she needed to pick you up. she had to wait for matt to come back from puerto rico, so she did. i wish this never happened, i wish i could help raise you and babysit you like lakyn. i wish they wouldve named you, at least, instead of baby killen, but maybe they did what was right, not naming you. i wish i wouldve known you, even just a little. but just know that i love you dearly.
kelsie
i know i never knew you, and i never will. just know that i love you and i always will. i never got to see you, mom and dad wouldnt let me. i iwhs i couldve but i dont know how i wouldve taken it, so maybe it was best i didnt. your mom will get your ashes today, and thats the only way ill be able to see you, ever, but maybe its better than nothing, or maybe i shouldnt look. i dont know how its going to hit your mom, she was doing so well, for what happened, until they called and said that it had been done, and she needed to pick you up. she had to wait for matt to come back from puerto rico, so she did. i wish this never happened, i wish i could help raise you and babysit you like lakyn. i wish they wouldve named you, at least, instead of baby killen, but maybe they did what was right, not naming you. i wish i wouldve known you, even just a little. but just know that i love you dearly.
kelsie