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I can't believe week 6 just ended... I don't know what to do. I've been working, hanging out with, and living with all these people for the past 7 weeks... I've seen them all everyday, now i won't see any of them for another year, and some I still have another week with, but after that, they are gone. Then I get to go back to the old me, which I am starting to hate, cuz now I feel like I'm lying to myself... because I have been a completely different person on camp... now I get to go back to my world, and it feels weird.
I am so not ready for camp to be over... I'm going to miss everyone.
Well, last weekend rocked. I didn't even come home. I wanted to avoid any drama that might take place and just hang out with camp staff I might not see till next year. So i went over to Mitchells house with him and Viper, had a party with some of Mitchells friends, got shit faced drunk and then Viper sat by my side the next 5 hours till I felt better and so I wouldn't have a hang over the next morning. I think I got to bed around 4ish, and woke up around 10 30. I owe Viper so much, he is deffinitly the older brother I never had. It makes me sad I won't see him again till next summer.
Then there is Nicole. I've been living and working with this girl for the past 5 weeks... she knows pretty much everything going on in my life... I know I can talk to her, and now I won't see her again for another year. This is so depressing.
There is even something worse. My best friend on camp, Jed. He can't come back next year because of college. It's so sad. He was my best friend last year and this year. The camp will be so weird without him next year. It's crazy. I'm not ready to come back to the real world, I'm ready for 6 more weeks of boy scouts and all of my awesome staff friends. I cried friday night because of the thought it was our last night together.
Then tonight I went to Josh's show and he came over to watch Eurotrip. I've missed josh so much. I won't get to see him for the next 3 weeks. I won't get to see anyone in Louisville for the next 3 weeks, except berkley.
Well I need to get to bed... cuz im just about to crash.
goodnight
I am so not ready for camp to be over... I'm going to miss everyone.
Well, last weekend rocked. I didn't even come home. I wanted to avoid any drama that might take place and just hang out with camp staff I might not see till next year. So i went over to Mitchells house with him and Viper, had a party with some of Mitchells friends, got shit faced drunk and then Viper sat by my side the next 5 hours till I felt better and so I wouldn't have a hang over the next morning. I think I got to bed around 4ish, and woke up around 10 30. I owe Viper so much, he is deffinitly the older brother I never had. It makes me sad I won't see him again till next summer.
Then there is Nicole. I've been living and working with this girl for the past 5 weeks... she knows pretty much everything going on in my life... I know I can talk to her, and now I won't see her again for another year. This is so depressing.
There is even something worse. My best friend on camp, Jed. He can't come back next year because of college. It's so sad. He was my best friend last year and this year. The camp will be so weird without him next year. It's crazy. I'm not ready to come back to the real world, I'm ready for 6 more weeks of boy scouts and all of my awesome staff friends. I cried friday night because of the thought it was our last night together.
Then tonight I went to Josh's show and he came over to watch Eurotrip. I've missed josh so much. I won't get to see him for the next 3 weeks. I won't get to see anyone in Louisville for the next 3 weeks, except berkley.
Well I need to get to bed... cuz im just about to crash.
goodnight