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Every time I try to make music, I always end up saying to myself
"Stick to what you're good at, listening."
Every time I throw a movie together, I always end up saying,
"Stick to what you're good at, watching."
I have absolutely no idea what to do after high school.
Or what I WANT to do.
I don't know what I'm good at.
It's funny much can happen in years, months, days.
Lot of heartbreak. Lot of sadness.
Few times of happiness.
I look back at stupid things I did.
And still
I hit myself for them.
One thing I have learned is:
No matter how much you try, you never forget painful things.
And as much as you need to accept them
It's never easy.
Which really sucks.
I feel a little left behind.
Like I'm trying to catch up with everyone.
Everyday.
But it's like I trip all the time.
Like I'm going to be behind most my life.
Life catches up pretty fast too.
And it smacks you on the back of the head.
"Stick to what you're good at, listening."
Every time I throw a movie together, I always end up saying,
"Stick to what you're good at, watching."
I have absolutely no idea what to do after high school.
Or what I WANT to do.
I don't know what I'm good at.
It's funny much can happen in years, months, days.
Lot of heartbreak. Lot of sadness.
Few times of happiness.
I look back at stupid things I did.
And still
I hit myself for them.
One thing I have learned is:
No matter how much you try, you never forget painful things.
And as much as you need to accept them
It's never easy.
Which really sucks.
I feel a little left behind.
Like I'm trying to catch up with everyone.
Everyday.
But it's like I trip all the time.
Like I'm going to be behind most my life.
Life catches up pretty fast too.
And it smacks you on the back of the head.