Sigh
Well I really don't talk about my life much in public and I won't ever really just put my business out there because I rather deal with my own problems or just let my emotions ball up. My life isn't bad it could be alot wrost, but also it could be alot better, i've been lying to alot of my friends just to try and fit in but most the time lying isn't the way. I'm really a good guy but once people notice that they try to take advantage of me, is it true do nice guys really finish last if not can someone prove me wrong? No one I know has everything gotten what they've really wanted usually they try something new, stuff really isn't getting better there just subsatuting one kind of pain or another. In my life I really don't ask for much I might be kinda greedy when it comes to money, but trust me I give alot of it away, All I really want in life is just be something not waste away my life, my goals in life is too one day own a club or be a computer programmer or security analyst, I just want to do something I like doing, but anyways can someone please tell me why can't I be myself and be happy? Lately I've meet new chicks but there not really what I'm looking for. I don't want to get into something I really don't want to be in. If someone ever wants to talk and just tell me why a nice guy like me finishes last let me know.
Today was one of my bad days I felt so unaccomplished because of everything I set my mind to today I did really bad so I felt like I sucked, meaning I didnt do the game to the best of my ablities. I don't know what to do anymore the last thing I really wanted didnt go my way either I haven't been the same since, I don't want to be a dick, but thats what I am slowly turning out to be. I need something that I really love to come by.
In other news I went shopping over the weekend, got some shirts, seen Tina and Tara go ahead SB still staying focused lol.. I ordered a new nextel doesn't come in till next week....
P.s If anyone wants to talk just let me know I wouldn't mind it~!! Just IM ME spazzyboy24
Today was one of my bad days I felt so unaccomplished because of everything I set my mind to today I did really bad so I felt like I sucked, meaning I didnt do the game to the best of my ablities. I don't know what to do anymore the last thing I really wanted didnt go my way either I haven't been the same since, I don't want to be a dick, but thats what I am slowly turning out to be. I need something that I really love to come by.
In other news I went shopping over the weekend, got some shirts, seen Tina and Tara go ahead SB still staying focused lol.. I ordered a new nextel doesn't come in till next week....
P.s If anyone wants to talk just let me know I wouldn't mind it~!! Just IM ME spazzyboy24