May 14, 2006 04:05
so i didnt go to prom this year i worked a show instead. i learned alot of stuff im going to need for next year witch is more important to me then prom. i made a lot of people mad but i dont care its my life not theres. i dont like big groups of people and i dont do well in situations like that im sorry. Chaz did some wicked sweet shit for me to. it was pritty much amazing something i had never thought would ever happen most people just dream about it. it was so much cooler then prom ever could have been. thanks you rock. school is crazy i just dont even care anymore. i cant wait to be done. i get orentated july 10-12th and i move in aug. 24th its gonna be sweet i love it up there. i feel like im losing touch with most of my friends. i dont know if its cause i dont do all of the normal senior stuff or if its cause im so fucking busy or what but its kinda lame they think i hate them but i feel like i dont have any common ground with most of them anymore. i ask them whats going on and they say nothing so i leave it at that and they think i dont care. i try to talk to them but doesnt seem to matter. what the fuck ever.