Dec 30, 2005 02:23
i couldnt sleep my mind just kinda kept going back in time. its been a long year.
i think the best thing i did for my self and others is help look for that missing kid. i still think about him once and a while hes long gone by now and it gives me the sickest feeling in the world cause i know mommy had somthing to do with him missing. i think the bigest acomplishment ive had in the last year was helping build the biggest set ever and getting into school and getting clean. i think the worst thing i did this year was get into drugs. the person that had prolly the biggest impact on me might have been (other then the usual friends crew and family) johnage before things went crazy. i did alot of first this years witch helped me learn about my self. it was a good year over all with its ups and downs. the most fun i could cram into a short time was prolly leland even with all the drama. i think for once i can start a new year with an over all feeling of happyness for the last year. its a good feeling. new years is gonna be a blast. then its 6 months and no more high school that is going to feel amazing.