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My problem is this :
I'm a person of extremes and I can't make up my mind.
I do either one of the following : a) eat nothing. b) eat everything.
I don't like option a not option b.
But if I had to choose, it'd be option a.
Tommorow : supper only.
Maybe putting this in print will help.
I seriously need to lose like 4 inches off my waist. I'm so disproportional. It's not even funny.
Anyway, I need need to be 115 by the end of the month. 15 days, 5 lbs. I can do it.
So, All my goals, body related or not :
GW : 106 lb. That'll never last. 10 lbs ago, I told myself I'd be satisfied at 120. Im not.
waist measurement : 25". this is me being realistic. Currently around 27.5-28. If I cant be proportional, i'll be androgynous. I want smaller boobs anyway.
Next math test : 95
Math mark at end of term : 90 (currently 82)
English mark goal at next term : 85. No mark yet.
What size grad dress I want. 2 or smaller. I have all measurements except for waist. FU bad proportions.
Anyway, just ate like 3 cookies that were like 100 cals each. Cant go to sleep for like 4 hours. Have to get up early to go to gym. Oh well, if i sleep in, I can skip more meals.
I'll go do some exercises then, i guess.
I'm a person of extremes and I can't make up my mind.
I do either one of the following : a) eat nothing. b) eat everything.
I don't like option a not option b.
But if I had to choose, it'd be option a.
Tommorow : supper only.
Maybe putting this in print will help.
I seriously need to lose like 4 inches off my waist. I'm so disproportional. It's not even funny.
Anyway, I need need to be 115 by the end of the month. 15 days, 5 lbs. I can do it.
So, All my goals, body related or not :
GW : 106 lb. That'll never last. 10 lbs ago, I told myself I'd be satisfied at 120. Im not.
waist measurement : 25". this is me being realistic. Currently around 27.5-28. If I cant be proportional, i'll be androgynous. I want smaller boobs anyway.
Next math test : 95
Math mark at end of term : 90 (currently 82)
English mark goal at next term : 85. No mark yet.
What size grad dress I want. 2 or smaller. I have all measurements except for waist. FU bad proportions.
Anyway, just ate like 3 cookies that were like 100 cals each. Cant go to sleep for like 4 hours. Have to get up early to go to gym. Oh well, if i sleep in, I can skip more meals.
I'll go do some exercises then, i guess.