Update on things...
So...for those wondering who decided to just watch me and others wander about...Choutarou is fine, as he said himself. Had to kill a fucking giant snake monster that was trying to suffocate him and got covered in its blood as some saw when we got back to camp, but he'll be okay, just a little...worse for wear.
...That said, looks like I've got a boyfriend all of a sudden. ...Didn't expect that to happen at all. Was pretty much done with attempting relationships with anyone here at camp. ...But things surprise you sometimes when you least expect it. I had been mulling over the idea in my head for the past few weeks, uncertain of what I really wanted to do when it came to Choutarou. Retarded love potion making me lose my inhibitions or not, just because I felt a certain way, that didn't mean I necessarily wanted to do anything about it. ...I was worried about putting myself in such a situation that could eventually lead to heartache once again. If it's one thing I'm certain of, I never want to feel that way ever again. Such a feeling can do a serious number on you and can stick with you for a really long time. It's just not worth it to put your heart on the line only to watch it be crushed.
...But despite that and my mind telling me that I'm taking a really big risk with this, I still feel like this is what I should be doing. It feels right being with Choutarou, and all things considered...that's all that really matters. So I'm looking forward to where this will go. I have no idea what will be in our future together, but strangely enough, I have high hopes about it.
...That said, looks like I've got a boyfriend all of a sudden. ...Didn't expect that to happen at all. Was pretty much done with attempting relationships with anyone here at camp. ...But things surprise you sometimes when you least expect it. I had been mulling over the idea in my head for the past few weeks, uncertain of what I really wanted to do when it came to Choutarou. Retarded love potion making me lose my inhibitions or not, just because I felt a certain way, that didn't mean I necessarily wanted to do anything about it. ...I was worried about putting myself in such a situation that could eventually lead to heartache once again. If it's one thing I'm certain of, I never want to feel that way ever again. Such a feeling can do a serious number on you and can stick with you for a really long time. It's just not worth it to put your heart on the line only to watch it be crushed.
...But despite that and my mind telling me that I'm taking a really big risk with this, I still feel like this is what I should be doing. It feels right being with Choutarou, and all things considered...that's all that really matters. So I'm looking forward to where this will go. I have no idea what will be in our future together, but strangely enough, I have high hopes about it.