smelly apartment
I have a bed and it's not in my mother's house!
I guess everyone who reads this already knows that though, huh? I'm on my break from work, so I came to my mom's house to eat her food and pet my cat. I don't have anything relevant to say. Okay maybe I do...
I feel like shit. This moving thing is stressing me out mad, and I've been treating myself like shit, eating poorly, drinking too much, still smoking....ahhhhhhhhhh! I don't like feeling this way, nor do i like having ACNE! ACNE! ACNE! There is no excuse for doing this shit to myself. Moving out and developing normal spending habits is well, normal and no reason for a self-loating body abuse binge. Can you imagine how i deal with actual traumatic events in my life? Man, it's going to feel great to be settled into the new place, to have figured out my budget, and to not fear the bathroom floor. All of this takes time, I just need a little time to adjust and I'll be okay. Spring is almost here....I can't fucking wait for spring! It's like this, the plants and I kinda do the same thing when the sun comes around. I love feeling warm and blue skies, it makes me want to stand up straight, take full breaths, wake up.....GROW! In other words, I'm a disgusting water-logged dead stump now, but in time will become a RHODODENDRON! haha...or um, something like that.
I guess everyone who reads this already knows that though, huh? I'm on my break from work, so I came to my mom's house to eat her food and pet my cat. I don't have anything relevant to say. Okay maybe I do...
I feel like shit. This moving thing is stressing me out mad, and I've been treating myself like shit, eating poorly, drinking too much, still smoking....ahhhhhhhhhh! I don't like feeling this way, nor do i like having ACNE! ACNE! ACNE! There is no excuse for doing this shit to myself. Moving out and developing normal spending habits is well, normal and no reason for a self-loating body abuse binge. Can you imagine how i deal with actual traumatic events in my life? Man, it's going to feel great to be settled into the new place, to have figured out my budget, and to not fear the bathroom floor. All of this takes time, I just need a little time to adjust and I'll be okay. Spring is almost here....I can't fucking wait for spring! It's like this, the plants and I kinda do the same thing when the sun comes around. I love feeling warm and blue skies, it makes me want to stand up straight, take full breaths, wake up.....GROW! In other words, I'm a disgusting water-logged dead stump now, but in time will become a RHODODENDRON! haha...or um, something like that.