Just because.
I really like this letter i've written.
Dear jumyuk,
I'm sorry but i hate you.
미안하다 싫어한다
I know it's not your fault. It's the root-of-all-evil SM's fault.
But considering the fact that SM is "nonexistence", as there is no "proper form" except in the form of a "company", and its not like i can go throw rotten eggs at their building because it means i need to go to Korea... but then if i can get to Korea i won't be doing that because i'll be more busy stalking my boys and shopping... and it's probably against the law...
But anyways, back to what i wanted to say...
I guess i just need an outlet to release my anger, and considering that "SM" has no "proper form", i guess its just natural that i hate you, because i can see you and you're there.
Sorry to say, you're the "scapegoat" to me. Please don't blame me, please blame SM for pulling you to this.
And in a way to show how much i hate you, you do realize that i'm:
- Not acknowledging you as part of Super Junior - M. Or even your existence.
- Your name's not even capitalize, to show that you are insignificant to even be a name to me.
- Hating you.
Ok, maybe hate is too strong a word. Maybe "dislike" ok? We compromise.
You maybe questioning, hey, why not Henry too? He too is the "extra-person", or in Chinese, 多餘的人, like you.
But ah dear jumyuk, you see, i like Fluffy. So as much as i'm not acknowledging HIM (or his existence as well), but at the same time its more proper to dislike you because... well, JUST BECAUSE. Live with it.
Take in comfort with the fact that i'm really not acknowledging him as any part of Super Junior - M, but i just don't dislike him as much as i dislike you.
So really, please don't hate me, i'm just doing my job as being myself.
I assure you that once you leave Super Junior - M, i'll support you with all my heart. Yes, i really mean it. I'm an ELF of my words. I can even get it in black-and-white if it really matters to you.
Edited 27th April 2008:
I don't like you even the first time i see you, before i even know you are part of Super Junior - M. So really, lets compromise to i won't dislike you as much?
But anyways, since i guess there wouldn't be any "change-of-plan" anytime soon until SM realizes what fools they are, as always... i'm sorry to say... yeah... i dislike you (because hate is too strong a word, its only for fools like SM).
Oh, and you may look like SiWon or KangTa as much as you want, but it all comes down to me still disliking you as long as you are part of Super Junior - M, so seriously... live with it.
I wish you all the best and hope you only have to face me in your soon to come attempt of being one of the most disliked person on earth.
Rest assured that as much as i dislike you, i won't do any action but just cuss at you all i want in my Blog (and perhaps MSN too). So you wouldn't need to fear seeing ME, near YOU, in the near future.
I won't even go on forums or anywhere else to talk about you, because as said, to me, you're insignificant and nonexistence. So going too "public" on how much i dislike you is just a waste of my time and energy. Those time are to be put on good use to tell SM what fools they are.
Oh and yes, even if i'm near you you would be invisible to me anyways (remember the "insignificant and nonexistence" part), so yeah, you're safe physically. I am not to be held liable if i cause you any mentally harm. Go look for SM.
And by the way, considering the fact my Blog doesn't have many significant readers, rest assured how much i dislike you probably won't make that much an effect or go public. I wouldn't like it to be spread out how much i dislike you anyways.
Seriously jumyuk, all the best. And i dislike you.
Hope you have a good day, and i hope what i said won't take much effect on you, but it'll traumatize you as much as the whole bloody matter has been traumatizing and disturbing me.
You're lucky i didn't sue.
Thank you. Good night. Bye bye.
Sincerely,
J+13.
ps: I still dislike you.
ONLY13.