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EVERYTIME I FUCKING ALLOW MYSELF TO GET MY HOPES UP,
i always get hurt.
I AM NOT A BIG FAN OF GUYS RIGHT NOW.
fucking a. i even gave him the oppurtunity to back out last week, when i was starting to get real feeling for him, and he didn't until now.
i thought that i was with a nice guy, one that cared,
but apparently
i was yet another piece of ass. again.
thank god Gorham was cancelled tonight because i would not have made it safely, with the tears in my eyes and the snow on the road.
i always get hurt.
I AM NOT A BIG FAN OF GUYS RIGHT NOW.
fucking a. i even gave him the oppurtunity to back out last week, when i was starting to get real feeling for him, and he didn't until now.
i thought that i was with a nice guy, one that cared,
but apparently
i was yet another piece of ass. again.
thank god Gorham was cancelled tonight because i would not have made it safely, with the tears in my eyes and the snow on the road.