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I love you so much, but things never seem to work out.
I need to get right for you. So I know what to do. I've felt so lost since March began. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to be happy.
I need you and I don't know how not to hurt you. I just don't know how to explain it. Every one seems to think that I am back tracking...but I have no idea what to do, and I haven't ever. I thought leaving would make things better- but I can't say they are. They're worse if anything. Perhaps you were the only thing holding me together, and I didn't even realize it. Every one tries to help me- but they can't. They offer their love, and hugs, and I just want yours.
I'm so lost.
I need to get right for you. So I know what to do. I've felt so lost since March began. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to be happy.
I need you and I don't know how not to hurt you. I just don't know how to explain it. Every one seems to think that I am back tracking...but I have no idea what to do, and I haven't ever. I thought leaving would make things better- but I can't say they are. They're worse if anything. Perhaps you were the only thing holding me together, and I didn't even realize it. Every one tries to help me- but they can't. They offer their love, and hugs, and I just want yours.
I'm so lost.