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mmm... like my new layout? it's Kurt Halsey...he appeals to my really sappy side..the side that hopes one day I will fall in love and be together forever with my soul-mate. hahahahahaha. shut up. I actually never thought that was possible..for anyone to love me coz..I was unlovable? and depressed. I bother myself alot. I think if I were another person I wouldn't be friends with myself.
I watched the movie Hair today..I love that movie its so cute and sweet and about hippies dancing like fools..takes me back to last year.haha. :sigh: I wish my mom would take me to whole foods. that store makes me so happy.
ok. so I really hate studio. alot. I thought I would love it but it stresses me out and I hate the politics involved in everything and how everyone is competative and backstabbing...im guilty as well. it makes me really sad. I love Mr.G I really do..he has a lot of faith in me..but sometimes I just wanna stab him in the face.
I've been sick the past week and haven't gone to school..my italian teacher has decided that being sick is a crime and was a real bitch to me today. I wanted to slit his throat and watch the dust pour out. mmm..peace and love.
So. Morgan and I got into a really big fight Sat. night and we kinda left on bad terms and I left early around 6. I was really sad. and thought we were gunna break up. In fact..it came close coz we were both thinking bout it but I talked it over with my mommy and blah blah blah. it didn't happen and things are good now..I think. I just really wanna be able to hang out with him like when we were best friends. just chill watch tv. pillow/tickle fights. joke around n shit. party in his basement. be really hyper. now its like..we are trophies for eachother. just to parade around in public. we don't ever really have fun together. plus memories are bad. and I have a tendency to read things I shouldnt. I've come to the conclusion that Im slightly masachistic.
I hate homework. Prof can suck my giant cock. bitch.
so im gunna do this too..although I doubt anyone actually reads this thing anymore haha.
post a reply and i'll tell you 9 things that i like/admire/enjoy/respect about you.
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I watched the movie Hair today..I love that movie its so cute and sweet and about hippies dancing like fools..takes me back to last year.haha. :sigh: I wish my mom would take me to whole foods. that store makes me so happy.
ok. so I really hate studio. alot. I thought I would love it but it stresses me out and I hate the politics involved in everything and how everyone is competative and backstabbing...im guilty as well. it makes me really sad. I love Mr.G I really do..he has a lot of faith in me..but sometimes I just wanna stab him in the face.
I've been sick the past week and haven't gone to school..my italian teacher has decided that being sick is a crime and was a real bitch to me today. I wanted to slit his throat and watch the dust pour out. mmm..peace and love.
So. Morgan and I got into a really big fight Sat. night and we kinda left on bad terms and I left early around 6. I was really sad. and thought we were gunna break up. In fact..it came close coz we were both thinking bout it but I talked it over with my mommy and blah blah blah. it didn't happen and things are good now..I think. I just really wanna be able to hang out with him like when we were best friends. just chill watch tv. pillow/tickle fights. joke around n shit. party in his basement. be really hyper. now its like..we are trophies for eachother. just to parade around in public. we don't ever really have fun together. plus memories are bad. and I have a tendency to read things I shouldnt. I've come to the conclusion that Im slightly masachistic.
I hate homework. Prof can suck my giant cock. bitch.
so im gunna do this too..although I doubt anyone actually reads this thing anymore haha.
post a reply and i'll tell you 9 things that i like/admire/enjoy/respect about you.
1)
2)
3)
4)
5)
6)
7)
8)
9)